feeling good

i signed up for the gym agian like i said i would! time to push myself .. im getting fatter.. lol wondering if should start yoga with my mom... but then i'd have to buy accessories and crap.. ugh...

holiday is over

boo....my holiday is over..although i dont start school till thursday, everyone else is starting and i dont have anything to do...well actually i have a paper to write for work -___- .. i'll slwoly work on that... my holiday was good... i was home for like a week altogether in december... it was good!!! now i have to work and SAVE...omg what am i gonna do... --____-

happy 2009!

new years resolutions?? don't really do that.. who actually follows them? but i guess if i had to choose, they'd be:

• exercise and lose weight? (just like everyone else)
  
• eat healthier
• continue to be carefree, not worrying about what other people have to say about me behind my bad
• be a better person
• put the past in the past and live for the future
  
• find a job
• save money for grad trip

merry christmas!!

merry christmas!!! in new jersey right now :)

haven't done any shopping becuase i got here last night at like 1am... and the next day was christmas..so i did family stuff..geoffrey is so adorable..not as much as before LOL but still cute heheheehe i love him! aweeeeeeee what a bad kid tho lol

anywho...let the recession deals begin!!!!

HOME....for now

so i'm back from florida!!! what a blast.. had a great time! not that much shopping but thats okay..it was more of a relaxation trip...weather wasnt SUPER great....not blazing hot..but just the perfect amount of breeziness....we just forced ourselves to go into the pool...lol even though it wasnt SUPER hot.but the sun would peek out ..so its all good... plus, miami was nice and hot also!!! great trip!!

more pictures: http://photobucket.com/amandasfloridapics
**edit** password: amanda
enjoy creeping :D

it was pretty awkward seeing christmas stuff there.. i think we were convinced it wasnt december..lol anyway, home for a few days then off to new jersey..let the shopping THERE begin!!!!! =D and more eating... i gained a lot of holiday pounds.. i know it normal..but still..LOL im so fat hAhahahaa oh welllllll..TRUE TRUE TRUEE TRUE TRUE ... hahahaha what a great vacation.. will definitely go again in the future.. moar people moar moar moar!!!

p.s. my sister's engaged and im the maid of honour... TRUE

FLORIDA BOUND

yeahhhhh!!! finally.. i hate winter i hate snow i hate ice scraping i hate driving in winter i hate the ice i hate the cold

i can taste it..

ugh the end is SO close :(

good thing im confident about this exam..otherwise...the lack of studying wouldve destroyed me

studying on a friday

damn :( exam tmr morning at 9am..that just means a 7am wake up call..ugh

but anyway today's exam was so brutal...literally writing for 3 horus straight.. i probalby wrote liek 5 essays... like sersiouly non stop..and the worst part was everything was SOOO repetitive.. so not only was i writing for 3 horus straight.. i WAS WRITING THE SAME DAMN THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN... ugh.. last few questions i was literally thinkgin "I JUST WANT TO FINSIH I DONT EVEN CARE WHAT IM WRITING" ... ughhh!! after we all left and hung around .. eveyrone pretty much came out of the room looking like they didnt know what hit them... "my hands are dead" or "wtf was that exam all about?" was one of two things that everyone FIRST said lol.... i remember thinking to myself while writing ... "wow im gonna kick the shit out of this prof" cuz there was so much writing.. 8 questions...and i probalby answered like 1.5 pages EACH question.... KILL ME....good thing my next two exams are all MC..... coloring time :) i'd rather read a bunch than write a bunch...

anywho, went to our LAST ITM+lawrence-mike LUNCH TODAY!!! :(( our last official SCHOOl lunch that is...julian will be close by so it'll be okay..awee and last night during our group itm chat... awee brought back a lot of good ryerson memories.. lol like TAN....whom i've never met but seen plenty....and hes disgusting.....and has madd greasy hair...and BOBBY HAAHA who can forget bobby? that fat ass of a jerk...ugh still wanna punch him in the face...and ahh.. mackenzie...who wouldnt let us eat......lol and those pranks that were pulled...well not to omany..but several BIG ones... loll aiya :( good times... makes me realize that these are the guys..my colleagues ...that i'll be in touch with my whole life.. (at least try my best to).. my life long friends :)



picture minus a few...but doing the signature itm pose.....we think? and lawrence is a bad photographer

btw.... i found this while google reading.. OH MY GOD ARENT THESE THE MOST PRECIOUS THINGS EVER?! they LITERALLY look liek this emoticon ---> ^_^ ... like ACTuALLY... when i look at them i can't help but chuckle and smile...SO CUTEEEEE!!!!!! LOVE THEM!!!!!

his name is Genghis Khan and he belongs to Martha Stewart!!! aweee!!... here are his sisters:

^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

must watch

omggggg this is the sweeetest thign EVER...everyone needs to watch it :):) he even taped yarn to his face!! AAAAAHHH LOLL

i wish my boyfriend would even consider WISHING he could do it for me.. let alone being able to strum a guitar and sing a few lines...

so sweet!!! i'm such a hopeless romantic! these things sweep me off my feet!! aweeee!

p.s. wal-marts are 24 hour!!!!! YIPEEE!! neeeeeedd to go there and just waste time there late at night... love wal-mart!! :)

changes

damn things are changing QUICK.. who wouldve knew that everything was gonna be happening in a matter of days!!! =S some good, some not so good...some of my family's going though kind of a tough time right now :( thanks to those that understand and show care... :) just a couple sentences show me that there are such genuinely nice people out there :) makes me happy! ^_^

im so glad i just have to study for 3 exams right now..first two might be okay... last one SHOULD be easy... keeping my fingers crossed..then im pretty much gone for like half of december!!! that just means one thing.. im gonna be poor as shit for the new year! yeahhhh owned..for me :( meh oh well!.. at least i'll start off the year nice and relaxed and tanned (especially and hopefully that is)

..anyway hopefully she'll stay strong and start off fresh for the new year! i think its not a matter of how many friends you have, but how those friends treat you and how they unconditionally care about you... i know i'll always be there for her :) it just sucks seeing her like this :(

everything always works itself out in the end.. keep your head up.

boo...

aweee matt and natt doesnt have my purple wallet :( guess i'll have to wait for that.. boooo

anywho, completely done all my assignemtns now..all i gotta do is wait to submit them...and start studying..but of course...i've been slacking lol...shopping for gifts....and necessities..hmmm yeahh... watching tv? ... lol well i did read one chapter..thats a start... def wont get anythign done tmr either...lol hmmmm yeahh... i hate studying for marketing..i should start reading something else to keep my mind going... ugh but mhr is so borrrrringggg!!

also, i got my dress in the mail! woo hoo... a little long :S but.. i guess i can work with it.. meh oh wellzzz

i miss my boyfriend

- be studying for mhr, mkt and 729
- be saving money for christmas
- think about what to get for everyone

i don't give a flying fuck

i just dont... the only thing on my mind right now is finishing up these damn assignments!! and exams... -____- and work....aahh stupid ken.. also, this mhr assignment is so annoying.. i have no clue whats going on .. cuz i skipped the last 3 classes haaha..but whatever..he's a dick anyway.. he clearly doesn't know how to teach... ugh.. at least i finished my marketing paper early.... well earlier than expected..so pretty proud of myself..wasnt that hard either... at least i hope i did it right.. hmm

anyway, can't wait till im done exams... then im fucking out of here.. in NICE HOT weather...tanning by the pool side... possibly at the beach.. good shopping... ahahah..

btw, has anyone heard the Leona Lewis version of Snow Patrol's Run?? amazzzingggg
also, the acoustic version of Bloc Party's This Modern Love... ALSO amazingggggg!!!

mmm drop crotch

(http://jakandjil.com/blog/)

what whattttt...drop crotch seems to be the trend right now in the fashion world..how AWESOME do these look on her?? with those excellent heels... i wish i lived in paris sometimes.. or LA... def can't pull those off here....doesn't matter i can't pull them off anyway...

check out camille's version of her pants..she MADE them...ugh how talented :(

(http://childhoodflames.blogspot.com/2008/11/diy-drop-crotch.html)

BAH.. so cool... heres one more from lulu to end it off

(http://luluandyourmom.blogspot.com/)

just a bit of shopping

YAYY!!! i know i shouldnt be..BUT who can pass up DEALS? i bought a couple things ONLY because they were on sale tho...

FIRST, i bought a dress off www.revolveclothing.com because for a few days it was FREE SHIPPING/FREE RETURNS anddddd also an additional 30% off everything!!! SO i bought this baby:

loveeee the zipper...AND the pockets....i think thats the latest trend these days.. zippers :) the dress was 44 retail...with 30% off came out to about 30 bucks... sweeettt deal huh??

next, i decided to check out www.gojane.com and see if there were any cheap boots.... cuz u know..STILL NEED BOOTS .. Sooo i bought these babies:yeahh they're probably shit quality.. but oh well...they're 26 bucks online..BUT again, i found a coupon code online and i save 20%!! so the boots are really 20 bucks!!! this time i had to pay for shipping..but thats alright since i split it with someone...so yea :D i hope i dont get TOO owned with the current currency rate... anyway!! MUST STOP SPENDING.....esp if i plan on shopping like a madwoman in december :)

what i want for christmas pt. 1

• This purple matt&natt wallet from Little Burgundy (or from the website ;) )...isnt she a beauty?? eff i need that wallet :(

• i also want a pair of brown boots still... brown leather boots :(

• i'm also looking for a short sleeve chunky knit long cardigan/sweater so i can wear long sleeved shirts underneath and be all cozy....
  
  
• gift certificates to stores like: Zara, Aritzia, Urban Outfitters because i can't afford anything here and wish i could..so every little bit helps!
  
  
• a new cellphone..(unrealistically..but c'mon.. i have to...just in case)
  

mmm yeah..... :) looks like it'll be a white christmas this year?

for the ladies

Stop comparing yourself to other girls, no matter how pretty, clever, cool or cashed-up they are.

No one will ever have your unique twist of talents, perspectives or beauty.

You do enough. You have enough. You are enough.

Stop comparing yourself to other girls, no matter how talented, well-dressed, popular or capable they are.

You improve the world more than you can possibly comprehend, just by being true to who you are every day.

Go outside & be fabulous. Watching who you are, & seeing what you’re becoming, makes us so proud to know you. The world delights in your presence. We all love you very much.

weekend

aahhh what a great weekend... friday night went out for janice's and tommy's AND TONY'S birthday at honest lawyers..and it was GREAT!!! chris got hit on by a guy... lol anddddddd the bar was packed!!
but nonetheless..mission accomplished.. birthday peeps were KILLED....by LOTS of alcohol!!! :) the whole night was really fun!! im glad my ryerson friends showed up too...the more the merrier..too bad julian and nick couldnt come though :( but its oaky... aah lily then made me drive home too..that was intense..we dodged the ride program at kennedy and 14th that night... lol that was mighty close...we totally wouldve gone down that route too.... but thanks to a couple lifesavers..we avoided that.. whewww...got home at like 2:45.. baaahhh..

the next day we went out for lisa's birthday at mhq... hahah karaoke OWNS!! just really asian..but who cares..with a bit of alcohol..its too much fun... :) me, lisa and lawrence sang wannabe by spice girls and that was the most fun ever.. we kicked everyones asses... haahaha lisa's so organized...we played a lisa game..which our team won.. YES we know lisa wwayyy better than everyone else... and then she had prizes for the first and second place singers....she garanteeed mea nd lawrence second place...it was a jar of gummy bears... but we didnt get to sing before prizes were handed out and instead we sang AFTER prizes were hadned out..but iether way..we still had so much fun!! another successful birthday night!!!! got home at liek 2:45 again... damn...but this time no ride program haahaha.. but i wasnt driving...so its oaky..but lawrence was..and he had alcohol :S

and then sunday..jsut exhuasted..went shopping and bought myself a cute slouchy beret for witner this year!! :) need to buy myself some boots still tho :( costa blanca x has some awesome sales.....just no sizes :( anywho, need to go to the dentist :( i think my wisdom teeth are coming out :(

happy birthday lisa!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISAAAAAA!!!!!

i love you to bits and pieces!!!!!! <3

put that pride aside

i definitely agree with someone... you've got to put that pride aside.