viva niagara

so i went to niagara on saturday.. and buffalo of course... man the new forever 21 there is MASSIVE its amazing..but of course i didn't actively look for anything.. can't really afford to buy antyhign now and didn't see anything i loved.. i bought pj shorts tho =D love those shorts...

i also bought the room flowers from bath and body works.. welll the plug in scents.. mmm smells so good... and i bought an EGG CLOCK.. so awesome

u push it and it wobbles and its so cute..so i bought white cuz it looks most like an egg....so cool:D biggest implulse buy ever..but it was 12 bucks =) so its all good!

anyway niagara/buffalo was mad tiring.. basically walked aroudn outlets and malls all day.. got back to niagara at 10:30... waited aroudn doing nothing till 11:30.. and went up to jeffs room only to find like 10 guys in tehre playing poker and drinking... and i was supposed to sleep in that room..but fuck that..ugh.. i was insanely pissed off.. so i went back to my original room to sleep.. ugh... they ended up goign to bed at like 5:30.. dont people ever sleep anymore? insane..im glad i didn't sleep in there.. it was sooo FILTHY too...beer bottle caps.. sunflower seed shells, bottles, cups, clothes, dirty towels, shoes, bags, ugh.. u name it they had it.. -_____- lets just say..that part couldve been better..

anyway, coming back was not cool either... im back into reality.. school.. school..and more school. damn i totally didn't even know i had an assignment due tuesday either... so here i am..sunday night..scrambling to catch up.. thats okay tho.. =) i'm pro!

stress already!

bah... school's stressing me out already..and basically.. everythign else... my life and where its going.. and this sucks cuz i can't really talk to anyone about it.. -___- i think i've made some bad choices..but aiy.. i can't do anything about it now... i just have to move forward and stop dwelling... plus i think this semester is gonna be a ton of work...these 2 online marketing classes are killing me!!! not so much mhr and itm729...but these marketing classes and my itm700 .... i have a group project for every single class too... aiya... group work sucks... i'm gonna get super confused.. at least my marketing classes keep me on top of everything every week =S i'm forcing myself to take notes for these chapters ever week..this is gonna be brutal...

on a brighter note, our client company contacted me this morning and set up a meeting for friday at 3pm!! aaah wheww... we most likely got it..but still.. you never know right? hopefully it wont run too long..jeffys coming into town to hang out for a bit...

of course i can't even go to the gym today because my brother took the car..as per usual. i never have a say in anything around here.. maybe taking on this group project as a leader might be good for me..although what good is it when no one takes me seriously..

aahh i need to also prepare my resume soon.. jsut in case.. i wanna attend some information sessions.. exxon, ibm, deloitte maybe... see what kinds of opportunities there are..but for those of you who don't know me... or know me... when it comes to applying for career type jobs, i have extremely low self esteem... sighhhhhhhhhhh

first days of school

bah.. its the first few weeks of school.... and i remember why i hate buying books.. so much hassle..but its good to have friends that are older..whew... i just have to do this 2 more times..and its OVERRRRR but anyway, weathers been really hot....but i nkow that fall is just around the corner.. speaking of fall....

i really want that leather jacket =( i tried buying..but i just cant get myself to buy it....its $199!!!!!!! should i do it?? almost everyone has said..just buy real leather..it'll last longer..and wont look so cheap i guess.. everytime i say OK im going to go buy it...i get there and chicken out =( its just so much money.. but.. i've been thinking about it almost everyday.. i tiredl ooking for the faux leather ones at like h&m...sold out .. of course... thers still le chateaux... its like 80 dollars... but pay over double.. and ig et real leather.. is it worth it?? aiya i don't know what to do..

how do you go from seeing someone almost everyday for 4 months to once every 2 or 3 weeks? espeically if that someone is someone you trust more than anyone else..someone you love most..your best friend pretty much -____-... sigh... whats wrong with me...get a hold of yourself... he's a long d phonecall away, 1 hour drive away, 2 hour commute away... others have it way worse than us.. it's just hard being away from someone u care about for any long amount of time.. -__--

ok enough of this shit.. we'll be fine

drank too much last night =( now i have a massive headache...boo...but it was fun! it was a good last friday night of the summer!!! wooohoo!!!

frig but so down about school..i so don't want it to start..but then again..it is our last and final year!!!! no more after that!!!!

but i'm still looking for someone to go travel with after i graduate =(

bah... i only want scool to start cuz thats when i can get into regular routine of going back to the gym...summer has too many spontaneous plans.. or just plans in general... meh! been eating a lot of bad foods lately too lol.. i HAVE to have gained weight =( i had wings twice within three days.. ughhh

anyway, i upgraded my laptop to vista.... not bad i guess .. i kinda like it..i'll get used to it...my vista score was a 4.0 which is pretty good.. so thats good!

=( school in exactly a week..... this sucks.. i dont want school to start...jeff goes back to the hammer... -____- and he's like my only friend =( and he'll go to vintage/used clothing stores with me... lolll! :( and school is schoool.. who likes school... i think im just terrified of itm700/800.. damn and ihavent even talked to my boss in over a week!! i've been doing nothing!!!! ugh

ah so what a fun weekeend... today i feel sooo exhausted from it i just wanna sleep in forever! omg.. but friday, me and jeff went downtown... got a WHOLE BUNCH of free stuff...3 packs of gum a full bottle of dr pepper plus a coupon for a free case of 12, seeds to grown beans.. and a free can of the new vitao.... yumm.. so we go thtere at 11 cuz i had to sell some clothing to someone.. and we had to wait for edwin to get off work at 4:30ish.. omgggg we walked aroudn everywhere but we went to bier market after..and i had FRULI.. aka strawberry flavoured beer!!! so good!! easily get drunk off that..but its expensive..and i bet u alcohol level isnt that high anyway... anyway, went to speghetti factory after and it was alright... cheap food but nothing special

saturday went down to the ex.. walked around.. went out to eat after.. then went to a bar ...then went home and i dropped onto my bed... bahhh

im hungry...and fat.. i need to get to the gym asap when school starts.. hopefully i'll get into a more frequent routine -___-

this 410 report is so stupid.. i swear im just summarizing everything he gave us.. ugh and plus all my numbers for my analysis are whackkkk.. and i haven't even done them properly.. mainly cuz i don't know how... =s
i've been working nonstop since 1pm this afternoon... give or take 2-3 breaks..but i guess i've got a lot done... i should be able to finish by tmr afternoon ish? knowing me..probably by night...

stress level is rising.. i hate how i had school this whole summer..i've always had to worry about SOEMTHING.. ugh.. i'm totally pmsing but shit... everyone's just being so annoying lately.. so frsutrating.. its like people like to aggravate me and push me to my limit. i think i'm just more frustrated at the fact that people who i thought would be there for me..aren't there. its just disappointing thats all.. and i definitely don't want school to start.. i need a break from everything and particular people...maybe school will be good..at least for SOME things

frig what a bad morning.. i woke up.. got on the bus at like 10.. then when im half way into the bus ride, i realized i forgot something for work.. so im like.. ok.. its probably not ahuge deal..then when imliek 5 minutes away from finch station, i realized i forgot my usb key!! ugh .. which happens to have like.. my LIFE on it... so fuck i had to go allthe way to finch.. then hop back on the bus to go home... thankfully jeff saved my life and picked me up from laureleaf and drove me home to get my stuff.. so i took him to lunch and then he drove me back to finch.. wheww... thats what boyfriends are good for =D frig..but still either way... i was so mad at myself.. so careless! ugh

so bored.. -____-- but .. this is my life every saturday... weather sucks too..it's been raining all day long! bahhhhhh!!!!

i shouldve went to the gym..but of course i realized i couldve AFTER i took a shower... effffffff or at least go to a mall or something... *sigh*

used clothing

so i posted a bunch of my used clothing on craigslist..and it was quite successful for the most part... im planning on meeting a few people to selll stuff.. anyway, some people also noticed that i had more than one post and wanted to know if i had a site where they could look at all of them... of course i didn't..then i thought i could just post them in my blog.. so i made another one.. help me advertise!!! =D lol (i know i'll get lazy with this real fast..but whatever! summer project!! and who knows, maybe i can help you sell soem stuff too...! might as well... if you're not gonna wear it right!!)

GO HERE to take a look.. =)

yeah!! im going to see pinbackk..wooot! im so stoked..its oct 7th at the mod club..

here's the link for anyone that wants to go see it.. otherwise...there it is!!!

anyway i'm starting to like this blogspot thing.... not as good as xanga because of the footsteps..and being able to see who's accessed my page at what time and which page....(yup i know who you are and what pages u look at) but yeah.. i really don't care anymore.. plus, anyone is allowed to comment and you don't have to be a member! i also like the labelling for posts... it works well. also because there are a bunch of fashion blogs that i like to look at.. it helps me to keep all their links in a neat little list =) yes it's time i'm converting..slowly... don't know if it'll last tho.. we'll see!