- be studying for mhr, mkt and 729
- be saving money for christmas
- think about what to get for everyone

i don't give a flying fuck

i just dont... the only thing on my mind right now is finishing up these damn assignments!! and exams... -____- and work....aahh stupid ken.. also, this mhr assignment is so annoying.. i have no clue whats going on .. cuz i skipped the last 3 classes haaha..but whatever..he's a dick anyway.. he clearly doesn't know how to teach... ugh.. at least i finished my marketing paper early.... well earlier than expected..so pretty proud of myself..wasnt that hard either... at least i hope i did it right.. hmm

anyway, can't wait till im done exams... then im fucking out of here.. in NICE HOT weather...tanning by the pool side... possibly at the beach.. good shopping... ahahah..

btw, has anyone heard the Leona Lewis version of Snow Patrol's Run?? amazzzingggg
also, the acoustic version of Bloc Party's This Modern Love... ALSO amazingggggg!!!

mmm drop crotch

(http://jakandjil.com/blog/)

what whattttt...drop crotch seems to be the trend right now in the fashion world..how AWESOME do these look on her?? with those excellent heels... i wish i lived in paris sometimes.. or LA... def can't pull those off here....doesn't matter i can't pull them off anyway...

check out camille's version of her pants..she MADE them...ugh how talented :(

(http://childhoodflames.blogspot.com/2008/11/diy-drop-crotch.html)

BAH.. so cool... heres one more from lulu to end it off

(http://luluandyourmom.blogspot.com/)

just a bit of shopping

YAYY!!! i know i shouldnt be..BUT who can pass up DEALS? i bought a couple things ONLY because they were on sale tho...

FIRST, i bought a dress off www.revolveclothing.com because for a few days it was FREE SHIPPING/FREE RETURNS anddddd also an additional 30% off everything!!! SO i bought this baby:

loveeee the zipper...AND the pockets....i think thats the latest trend these days.. zippers :) the dress was 44 retail...with 30% off came out to about 30 bucks... sweeettt deal huh??

next, i decided to check out www.gojane.com and see if there were any cheap boots.... cuz u know..STILL NEED BOOTS .. Sooo i bought these babies:yeahh they're probably shit quality.. but oh well...they're 26 bucks online..BUT again, i found a coupon code online and i save 20%!! so the boots are really 20 bucks!!! this time i had to pay for shipping..but thats alright since i split it with someone...so yea :D i hope i dont get TOO owned with the current currency rate... anyway!! MUST STOP SPENDING.....esp if i plan on shopping like a madwoman in december :)

what i want for christmas pt. 1

• This purple matt&natt wallet from Little Burgundy (or from the website ;) )...isnt she a beauty?? eff i need that wallet :(

• i also want a pair of brown boots still... brown leather boots :(

• i'm also looking for a short sleeve chunky knit long cardigan/sweater so i can wear long sleeved shirts underneath and be all cozy....
  
  
• gift certificates to stores like: Zara, Aritzia, Urban Outfitters because i can't afford anything here and wish i could..so every little bit helps!
  
  
• a new cellphone..(unrealistically..but c'mon.. i have to...just in case)
  

mmm yeah..... :) looks like it'll be a white christmas this year?

for the ladies

Stop comparing yourself to other girls, no matter how pretty, clever, cool or cashed-up they are.

No one will ever have your unique twist of talents, perspectives or beauty.

You do enough. You have enough. You are enough.

Stop comparing yourself to other girls, no matter how talented, well-dressed, popular or capable they are.

You improve the world more than you can possibly comprehend, just by being true to who you are every day.

Go outside & be fabulous. Watching who you are, & seeing what you’re becoming, makes us so proud to know you. The world delights in your presence. We all love you very much.

weekend

aahhh what a great weekend... friday night went out for janice's and tommy's AND TONY'S birthday at honest lawyers..and it was GREAT!!! chris got hit on by a guy... lol anddddddd the bar was packed!!
but nonetheless..mission accomplished.. birthday peeps were KILLED....by LOTS of alcohol!!! :) the whole night was really fun!! im glad my ryerson friends showed up too...the more the merrier..too bad julian and nick couldnt come though :( but its oaky... aah lily then made me drive home too..that was intense..we dodged the ride program at kennedy and 14th that night... lol that was mighty close...we totally wouldve gone down that route too.... but thanks to a couple lifesavers..we avoided that.. whewww...got home at like 2:45.. baaahhh..

the next day we went out for lisa's birthday at mhq... hahah karaoke OWNS!! just really asian..but who cares..with a bit of alcohol..its too much fun... :) me, lisa and lawrence sang wannabe by spice girls and that was the most fun ever.. we kicked everyones asses... haahaha lisa's so organized...we played a lisa game..which our team won.. YES we know lisa wwayyy better than everyone else... and then she had prizes for the first and second place singers....she garanteeed mea nd lawrence second place...it was a jar of gummy bears... but we didnt get to sing before prizes were handed out and instead we sang AFTER prizes were hadned out..but iether way..we still had so much fun!! another successful birthday night!!!! got home at liek 2:45 again... damn...but this time no ride program haahaha.. but i wasnt driving...so its oaky..but lawrence was..and he had alcohol :S

and then sunday..jsut exhuasted..went shopping and bought myself a cute slouchy beret for witner this year!! :) need to buy myself some boots still tho :( costa blanca x has some awesome sales.....just no sizes :( anywho, need to go to the dentist :( i think my wisdom teeth are coming out :(

happy birthday lisa!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISAAAAAA!!!!!

i love you to bits and pieces!!!!!! <3

put that pride aside

i definitely agree with someone... you've got to put that pride aside.

going crazy

aahhh weekend was a ton of fun... got trashed on thursday...jeff puked 5 times...TRUE...haha worth it i guess.. even though i had to clean it up once...while drunk.... UGH gross

anyway..FINAL EXAM this tuesday!!! shieeet... i need to start taking notes and reviewing.. damn but the list just begins~!!

• ITM700 FINAL tuesday
  
• 720 report due monday
• mkt403 paper due friday
• ITM700 report due tuesday
• mhr report due friday
• mkt423 assignment due saturday
• mhr final friday
• mkt423 assignment due saturday / mkt 403 FINAL
• itm729 FINAL monday

EFFFFFF immmmm sooo screwed the last few weeks!!

<3

happy birthday! ^_^

STUDY STUDY .party..STUDY STUDY STUDY

aaahhhhh article after article after article...studying for this is ... soooo BORINGGGG...ugh so many terms..and its not like...a textbook..its like a course pack comprised of a billion academic journal articles......aka boring 20 page articles....... UGHH this is do or die.....the most important course of the PROGRAM..... better do good....its on tuesday :S so scurred.....

and then take a break of course by going to hammy to partttty and celebrate the birthday offffffff my jeffy. ugh can't wait..gonna get SMASHED...maybe..lol anywho, i just wanna thank some people for helping me make choices that much easier for me. if you're gonna allow that kinda shit to happen, then i'm gonna make the smart choice to avoid all that. grow up already will you? thanks! im gonna have fun next couple of weeks!! ahh.. sometimes im glad i just don't care about anything..someone once told me that i'm way too passive..meaning i never let anything bother me and not really "care" about anything... honestly, is that really a bad thing? i dont have time for other people's opinions..i base my choices on how i am treated and i do whats best for me. so really, you're doing it to yourself... living life stressfree (minus stress from school of course) is the way to go....why let these things affect you if its just gonna add stress to your life? totally unnecessary... :) happy november everyone! i know mine wont be too happy...aka assignments GALORE...also birthdays galore! janice and tommy's birthday on friday...gonna be funnnn with everyone there... and saturday lisa's birthday... woohoo!!!! lisa's so smart. ask her what she is and she'll tell you she's smart ;)

crunch time

ahhh..november is the worst..my google calendar is filled with assignment and project due dates... its going to be hectic... especially with TWO ..oops i mean THREEE..no wait FOURRRRR very important birthdays that i must attend to...its going to take a lot of dedication! *sigh* but it will be well worth it :) ugh.. aka i will fail my exam fo sho... effffffffffffff i can't afford do anything else but celebrate those birthdays this month.. i have to i have to i have to.... aahh


anyway, i think people need to calm down...take a step back..and stop hating the world and blaming everyone else for what happened. before you assume that everyone excluded you...find out your facts because thats not what happened at all...also, no one is obligated to do anything..at least in this case he wasnt..and it sucked that it had to go that way but oh well..what can you do right? so hey, take a chill pill! its not the end of the world and there are going to be endless opportunities!!! be positive!! :D

i hope everyone had a good halloween! i went to the raptors home opening...and then just played mj the rest of the night..hahaaha how fobby of me...but wahtever...kept it low key! to this day i have never gone out to celebrate halloween yet :( next year...i hope lol

lets go raptors!!

for suzi: OMGGG yeahhh they dont sell this style of minnetonkas in canada..they have the higher knee ones..but no ankle bootie... and the ankle booties they have here are way too short..and (here there are) they've got that zipper...those are alright too..but like this one cuz its a bit higher... i was contemplating between black or that poo brown colour...poo brown = super nice!!! but me and celeb influences.... aka LC from the hills... or nicole richie!! hehehee black wins!!! not bad huh? the browns nice too.. its a nice light colour that for sure will go well with jeans!! but anyway, AHH 90?! i bought them from new york heehehehehe from a store called Madewell on broadway.. http://www.madewell1937.com <--- check out the location..in case you make a pit stop to manhatten =D but they're super comfy and i believe i paid like 60 for them... theyr'e not the website...but i remmber when i walked into the store and saw them.. i basically just picked them up immediately and purchased them..... one of my fave purchases =D shoot.. i just went on the site....the madewell one..check out those grey moc boots... .SOOO NICEEEEE but 160 :S:S:S not so nice... ughh :( but the grey ones...TO DIE FOR!!!!

happy halloween!!!!! what areyou guys doing tonight?? to this day i still have NEVER gone out (during university) to acutally party on halloween.. sad isnt it? i dont do much... but today i'm going to the raptors home opening....super excited for that..although i kinda have the WORST SEATS EVER....ugh but wahtever... i'll deal with it...FREEEEE STUFFF YAYYY lolll

=O

red - i know i nkow...but i think i can handle it :S :S

ray - OMGGGGGGGGGG god i haven't talked to you in forever? how's the lan doh master doing?? ;) yeah 2 full time jobs...you're insane..why you killin urself for?! i guess the lan doh ways aren't doin it for u huh?? i always told you that u were bad...u never listened..hehehe! anyway, hope you're doing good!! dont kill yourself :)

*sigh* november's a brutal month... i hate all these assignments bah.. but other than that.. i bought myself some shoes =D nothing fancy.. just some vans..chukkas... went shopping with chris today.. so random..i haven't shopped in forever..and let me tell u...carrying a back pack with a laptop in it for 4 hours straight.. NOT COOL...man chris was sweating so much.. eew.. and my shoulders were killing!!!...not fun..however..we were pretty happy with our purchases!!! =D

i guess since i can't buy my other leather brown boots (oh.. you'll be mine some day...:( ) i'm settling for these to kinda beat up in the winter...i have so many black boot-like shoes... first of all i've got my steve madden slouchy boots that everyone seems to have..i wish i had them in grey tho... .and of course.. my minnetonkas.. ahh love them.... so comfy....just not THAT comfy after walking around in them for 5 hours downtown..aka today.. i donno why....and ugh one thing i hate about them...wen i take off my boots, my socks come off with them... ughh pet peeve!!!
ah well... i like my vans and am quite happy with my purchase :) me and chris couldnt stop talking about how excited we were about our purchases... ^_^ such nerds i know...but i havent bought anything in so long...... sooooo i think i deserve this..

i've been going through a hectic month...no one will ever understand...hate my life sometimes! and the only thing i can do about it is blog about it cuz no one's ever there..yeah... whatever. i do what i do best. keep things bottled in inside. its whether or not you notice andif you actually want to make the effort to do anything about it. meh. my life is all work, school work, school, assignments, dealing with people i dont even know in my groups, and more work. i dont do anything else.. ugh and i think thats why im going a little crazy..-___-

i wish i had a hobby....



and a ps3. and probably little big planet to go along with it.

lost and found

more and more people are finding me =) (hi suzi!!) perfect. i also like when people comment on my posts.. i wanna know whos reading about my life!! why do i blog about what goes on? i dont know. cuz i like to share my experiences with the world... LAME.. haha i dont know .. mainly cuz i'm mad and i have no one to talk to...or.. i just dont want to burden them with my problems and issues or because im excited about something.

like today. i havent told many people..but i've been applying to a lot of jobs lately... in preparation for graduation... so i got offered three interview invites and one email telling me they WILL contact me first week of may, closer to graduation. So, I ended up taking the first two which was one for Direct Energy... and one for Stimagine (a small IT consulting company)... and turning down the third which was just a pure marketing firm.

Thursday 10:30am. I went to yonge and sheppard.... went in...filled out an application and got called into an offfice.... after introductions and stuff, she asked me if i knew the positions that were being offered.. so yeahh. im like yeah i wasnt really sure so if you could further explain what these positions are? she told me it was for door-to-door selling for their products.. im like.. oh ok.. "do you see yourself doing that?" "hmm... no not really.." "okay well i'll keep your resume in case" "okay thanks" and i was out of there within 10 minutes... WASTE OF TIME.. luckily my mom drove me.. i woudlve been soo mad...

Friday 10am. I ended up driving myself to this place...its pretty close to home...warden and 14th? so anwyay, i got there...and i have to admit....i think the interview went well! =D he kept saying things like "oh okok impressive" or he was genuinely interested in the things i had to tell him about.. so i'm pretty happy about that.. he has to conduct a few more interviews..then set up a 2nd round of interviews for those that he liked most.... the only thing is.. its a part time position..starting as soon as possible... can i handle 2 jobs plus school? i honestly think i can. but some people are telling me otherwise... i dont know.. i can generally handle a lot.. i just might be tired out but i mean, as long as its not a take home kinda job..(which i doubt since its part time), i think i should have enough time to focus on school and such. he also told me that times were pretty flexible meaning i could take off a day or two for exams and stuff.. which is reasonable..i mean, he does know i still am in school.

So thats it! that was my week! pretty exciting stuff eh? for me anyway... we're all growing up :( i want to be forever 21...hehehe.. sorry no pictures this post!! next time!

just one more

one more midterm!!! FINALLY... then a million assignments and papers to come!!! which is alright i guess.. i don't mind TOO much.. hmm..

• mhr 2nd report
• itm700 final report - nov 18th
• mkt403 issue paper - nov 21st
• mkt423 questionnaire
• itm729 report

and i think that seems to be it... and i know im missing a lot there but those are the major deadlines and assignments =\ at least i dont have to study...ugh i hate studying!! assignments > studying i think for me... yeah... oct is the midterm month..nov is the assignment month...dec is the final exam month.... so the only month that's fairly relaxing is sept..at the very beginning.. ugh i can't wait till the beginning of next semester..it should be much less work! and then..VACATION time!!!

mm im excited...might go to florida in feb... then might just ditch the idea of doing a grand europe/japan trip in april/may and do a cuba/dominican trip since a lot of people seem to be down... it's probably cheaper to book in a group..but i dont think i'd care....my plan is to tell everyone the location, the date, the price and at which agency and let people do it themselves... thers no way i'm going to plan a GROUP thing...the paying would be INSANE.. and to collect that much from everyone? man..but then im sure thers an easier way....i think i'll go in and talk to someone about that...either way.. i don't really care who's going and who's not..i know a solid amount of people that are 100% and im content with that! its going to be FUN! just gonna be drunk 24/7 and tan like crazy..aahh..so relaxing after...lets see..16 years of schooling.. KG doesnt count cuz u play all day =) but aaaahhh.. we all deserve this... and i nkow a lot of people aren't graduating on time due to coop, not enough credits, whatever the reason, then they deserve it MOREEE!! time to damage that bank account (and make it back later hahaa) just imagine ourselves swimming at 9pm in the night.. with a drink in hand of course..not having to worry about a care in the world...ahhhh tasty..

wow

i just don't care anymore. don't care about what you do, don't care about the choices you make... i just don't care. hey, its your life right? its just too bad you don't realize what the consequences are. whatever... it's not like im priority anyway, right? or at least thats the vibe i'm getting.

whatever.

on a happier note, i played little big planet today!!!! soooo much fun! i actually can't wait till it comes out..and i don't even own a ps3... nor can i get easy access to one.....well actually i think im gonna play it at my sister's place first =D i KNOW she'll like it.. she'll LOVE IT.. who can hate LBP?? it's just not possible!! they're so CUTE!!!

look at this lil chinese dragon sackboy!!! ^_^ i can't wait to customize my own little sackboy!!! or girl...but boys are so much cuter..don't you agree?

i got asked to do a short 2 question interview..cuz i was one of 3 girls in line probably... and i 'looked' like a gamer.. shes like "areyou a gamer?" im like..uhhhhhhhhhhhhh no.. not really...but id o like gaming? haha~ i think i underestimated myself just a bit.. but anyway, she asked me about influences games have on girls...in relation to girl gamers in general.. or soemthign like that.. i have no clue i just rambled on about how games nowadays are so violent and therefore not attracting girls to game...but now that i think about it.. gaming involves technology and naturally, girls just don't like technology all that much! i agree though.. shopping is just MUCH much easier!! ^_^

which reminds me.. i want my boots so badly =( but i think i'm not going to get them.. funds just don't support.. if i sell enough old/used clothing...then maybe i'll think about getting them....but first, bills are priority..

fuck. who am i kidding.. of course i care. why else am i so fucking upset. i'm not happy. can't you tell? can't you just show me signs of love and care for once? i'm not just a friend. jesus christ. i hate inconsistency. this doesn't get easier. it just gets harder.

exhausted..in a good way

OY.. what a weekend!!! super fun.. (kind of stressful) but aahh....very relaxing.. :) thursday night studied... friday had 2 exams :( i think i did so bad on the 2nd one.. argh.. almost ran out of time too.. shiet... and then friday night.. BONNIE'S GONGSHOW in toronto!!!! such a great night!

after my online midterm.. RUSHED over to tommys for the pre drink....with half an hour to spare, birthday girl not even there yet... we drank as much as we possibly could before the limo got there.. and then went down... and the rest is history..(like actually since no one remembers anything apparently) aah but super fun.. saturday.. LITERALLY did nothing... lounged around.. went out for lunch..then went back home and slept till liek 4pm.. TRUE! i went home for dinner..rested up... and went to jeffs house to hang out and... NOT play hide and seek in the dark... =\ ahahha for 2 hours.. ughh by the end of the night.. i was so tired.. -_____- slept excellent tho becuase i woke up today just knowing i'll be feasting tonight...yummmm turkey....*drools*

ahh now im super tired...and now i have to finish an assignment thats due for tuesday.. the madness continues..(at least i have no midterms twice in one day -___-) i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving!!

omg

omg.. while i was studying i knew i noticed soemthing crawl under my door..soi took apart my room and foudn it.. yelled for help cuz i just froze..and my mom helped me kill it =D mad scary!