no voice

so i lost my voice last night =( i guess from talking too much (which i always do) even with a super sore and dry throat.. well it wasnt really sore..but more dry i guesss... -____- i dont even know what happened... throught hte day i was perfectly fine.. at 12am i was fine..then it just got worse.. im assuming i lost it between the hours of 1-2:30am..hmmm

yesterday was fun.. walked down queen west before heading back up. did anyone buy anything? of course nick did..lol. went out to eat.. played wiifit at my house of course.. trying to master the ski jump duhh.... and then went out to bbt and played signal for 4 hours! LOL it was pretty intense and i think we all did generally well... i still hate that game though... lol i'm always on the losing team..but this time .. teaming up with lawrence was def a good choice... hahaa we kept wining!!!! but then we lost our hot streak near the end.. lol fun night.. we pretty much got kicked out of destiny lol.. we didn't even realize how late it was until they dropped teh bill on us...

anywho, at the end of the night julian was like "ok ur voice is just gone" and yeah.. i noticed it getting worse throughout the night too..woke up this morning.. called jeff cuz i said i would and realized i coudlnt even say a word.. of course he just laughed in my face...err ..ear.... and it was pretty funny.. i was struggglingg... and i kinda still am -_____- but once inawhile, while reading my mkt textbook, i'll read a sentence and see that it got SLIGHTLY better....with hot water, honey and lemon of course lol.. i googled how to get my voice back and someone said eat yogurt?? .. random... tonight will be interesting!!! going to CIRCA!! you got it! im so excited.. free vip and free drinks!! although im not sure alcohol would be the right answer for my vocal chords.. oh what the hell.. i dont need to talk to anyone anyway =D haaha jks.. it'll be a lot of communication via texts im assuming..=\

FRICK i have 3 midterms in 2 days..(1 on oct 9 and 2 on oct 10t).. i could do one on saturday but i prefer to free up my long weekend =D must .. start.. studying..now!!! back to reading!

viva niagara

so i went to niagara on saturday.. and buffalo of course... man the new forever 21 there is MASSIVE its amazing..but of course i didn't actively look for anything.. can't really afford to buy antyhign now and didn't see anything i loved.. i bought pj shorts tho =D love those shorts...

i also bought the room flowers from bath and body works.. welll the plug in scents.. mmm smells so good... and i bought an EGG CLOCK.. so awesome

u push it and it wobbles and its so cute..so i bought white cuz it looks most like an egg....so cool:D biggest implulse buy ever..but it was 12 bucks =) so its all good!

anyway niagara/buffalo was mad tiring.. basically walked aroudn outlets and malls all day.. got back to niagara at 10:30... waited aroudn doing nothing till 11:30.. and went up to jeffs room only to find like 10 guys in tehre playing poker and drinking... and i was supposed to sleep in that room..but fuck that..ugh.. i was insanely pissed off.. so i went back to my original room to sleep.. ugh... they ended up goign to bed at like 5:30.. dont people ever sleep anymore? insane..im glad i didn't sleep in there.. it was sooo FILTHY too...beer bottle caps.. sunflower seed shells, bottles, cups, clothes, dirty towels, shoes, bags, ugh.. u name it they had it.. -_____- lets just say..that part couldve been better..

anyway, coming back was not cool either... im back into reality.. school.. school..and more school. damn i totally didn't even know i had an assignment due tuesday either... so here i am..sunday night..scrambling to catch up.. thats okay tho.. =) i'm pro!

stress already!

bah... school's stressing me out already..and basically.. everythign else... my life and where its going.. and this sucks cuz i can't really talk to anyone about it.. -___- i think i've made some bad choices..but aiy.. i can't do anything about it now... i just have to move forward and stop dwelling... plus i think this semester is gonna be a ton of work...these 2 online marketing classes are killing me!!! not so much mhr and itm729...but these marketing classes and my itm700 .... i have a group project for every single class too... aiya... group work sucks... i'm gonna get super confused.. at least my marketing classes keep me on top of everything every week =S i'm forcing myself to take notes for these chapters ever week..this is gonna be brutal...

on a brighter note, our client company contacted me this morning and set up a meeting for friday at 3pm!! aaah wheww... we most likely got it..but still.. you never know right? hopefully it wont run too long..jeffys coming into town to hang out for a bit...

of course i can't even go to the gym today because my brother took the car..as per usual. i never have a say in anything around here.. maybe taking on this group project as a leader might be good for me..although what good is it when no one takes me seriously..

aahh i need to also prepare my resume soon.. jsut in case.. i wanna attend some information sessions.. exxon, ibm, deloitte maybe... see what kinds of opportunities there are..but for those of you who don't know me... or know me... when it comes to applying for career type jobs, i have extremely low self esteem... sighhhhhhhhhhh

first days of school

bah.. its the first few weeks of school.... and i remember why i hate buying books.. so much hassle..but its good to have friends that are older..whew... i just have to do this 2 more times..and its OVERRRRR but anyway, weathers been really hot....but i nkow that fall is just around the corner.. speaking of fall....

i really want that leather jacket =( i tried buying..but i just cant get myself to buy it....its $199!!!!!!! should i do it?? almost everyone has said..just buy real leather..it'll last longer..and wont look so cheap i guess.. everytime i say OK im going to go buy it...i get there and chicken out =( its just so much money.. but.. i've been thinking about it almost everyday.. i tiredl ooking for the faux leather ones at like h&m...sold out .. of course... thers still le chateaux... its like 80 dollars... but pay over double.. and ig et real leather.. is it worth it?? aiya i don't know what to do..

how do you go from seeing someone almost everyday for 4 months to once every 2 or 3 weeks? espeically if that someone is someone you trust more than anyone else..someone you love most..your best friend pretty much -____-... sigh... whats wrong with me...get a hold of yourself... he's a long d phonecall away, 1 hour drive away, 2 hour commute away... others have it way worse than us.. it's just hard being away from someone u care about for any long amount of time.. -__--

ok enough of this shit.. we'll be fine