lets go raptors!!

for suzi: OMGGG yeahhh they dont sell this style of minnetonkas in canada..they have the higher knee ones..but no ankle bootie... and the ankle booties they have here are way too short..and (here there are) they've got that zipper...those are alright too..but like this one cuz its a bit higher... i was contemplating between black or that poo brown colour...poo brown = super nice!!! but me and celeb influences.... aka LC from the hills... or nicole richie!! hehehee black wins!!! not bad huh? the browns nice too.. its a nice light colour that for sure will go well with jeans!! but anyway, AHH 90?! i bought them from new york heehehehehe from a store called Madewell on broadway.. http://www.madewell1937.com <--- check out the location..in case you make a pit stop to manhatten =D but they're super comfy and i believe i paid like 60 for them... theyr'e not the website...but i remmber when i walked into the store and saw them.. i basically just picked them up immediately and purchased them..... one of my fave purchases =D shoot.. i just went on the site....the madewell one..check out those grey moc boots... .SOOO NICEEEEE but 160 :S:S:S not so nice... ughh :( but the grey ones...TO DIE FOR!!!!

happy halloween!!!!! what areyou guys doing tonight?? to this day i still have NEVER gone out (during university) to acutally party on halloween.. sad isnt it? i dont do much... but today i'm going to the raptors home opening....super excited for that..although i kinda have the WORST SEATS EVER....ugh but wahtever... i'll deal with it...FREEEEE STUFFF YAYYY lolll

=O

red - i know i nkow...but i think i can handle it :S :S

ray - OMGGGGGGGGGG god i haven't talked to you in forever? how's the lan doh master doing?? ;) yeah 2 full time jobs...you're insane..why you killin urself for?! i guess the lan doh ways aren't doin it for u huh?? i always told you that u were bad...u never listened..hehehe! anyway, hope you're doing good!! dont kill yourself :)

*sigh* november's a brutal month... i hate all these assignments bah.. but other than that.. i bought myself some shoes =D nothing fancy.. just some vans..chukkas... went shopping with chris today.. so random..i haven't shopped in forever..and let me tell u...carrying a back pack with a laptop in it for 4 hours straight.. NOT COOL...man chris was sweating so much.. eew.. and my shoulders were killing!!!...not fun..however..we were pretty happy with our purchases!!! =D

i guess since i can't buy my other leather brown boots (oh.. you'll be mine some day...:( ) i'm settling for these to kinda beat up in the winter...i have so many black boot-like shoes... first of all i've got my steve madden slouchy boots that everyone seems to have..i wish i had them in grey tho... .and of course.. my minnetonkas.. ahh love them.... so comfy....just not THAT comfy after walking around in them for 5 hours downtown..aka today.. i donno why....and ugh one thing i hate about them...wen i take off my boots, my socks come off with them... ughh pet peeve!!!
ah well... i like my vans and am quite happy with my purchase :) me and chris couldnt stop talking about how excited we were about our purchases... ^_^ such nerds i know...but i havent bought anything in so long...... sooooo i think i deserve this..

i've been going through a hectic month...no one will ever understand...hate my life sometimes! and the only thing i can do about it is blog about it cuz no one's ever there..yeah... whatever. i do what i do best. keep things bottled in inside. its whether or not you notice andif you actually want to make the effort to do anything about it. meh. my life is all work, school work, school, assignments, dealing with people i dont even know in my groups, and more work. i dont do anything else.. ugh and i think thats why im going a little crazy..-___-

i wish i had a hobby....



and a ps3. and probably little big planet to go along with it.

lost and found

more and more people are finding me =) (hi suzi!!) perfect. i also like when people comment on my posts.. i wanna know whos reading about my life!! why do i blog about what goes on? i dont know. cuz i like to share my experiences with the world... LAME.. haha i dont know .. mainly cuz i'm mad and i have no one to talk to...or.. i just dont want to burden them with my problems and issues or because im excited about something.

like today. i havent told many people..but i've been applying to a lot of jobs lately... in preparation for graduation... so i got offered three interview invites and one email telling me they WILL contact me first week of may, closer to graduation. So, I ended up taking the first two which was one for Direct Energy... and one for Stimagine (a small IT consulting company)... and turning down the third which was just a pure marketing firm.

Thursday 10:30am. I went to yonge and sheppard.... went in...filled out an application and got called into an offfice.... after introductions and stuff, she asked me if i knew the positions that were being offered.. so yeahh. im like yeah i wasnt really sure so if you could further explain what these positions are? she told me it was for door-to-door selling for their products.. im like.. oh ok.. "do you see yourself doing that?" "hmm... no not really.." "okay well i'll keep your resume in case" "okay thanks" and i was out of there within 10 minutes... WASTE OF TIME.. luckily my mom drove me.. i woudlve been soo mad...

Friday 10am. I ended up driving myself to this place...its pretty close to home...warden and 14th? so anwyay, i got there...and i have to admit....i think the interview went well! =D he kept saying things like "oh okok impressive" or he was genuinely interested in the things i had to tell him about.. so i'm pretty happy about that.. he has to conduct a few more interviews..then set up a 2nd round of interviews for those that he liked most.... the only thing is.. its a part time position..starting as soon as possible... can i handle 2 jobs plus school? i honestly think i can. but some people are telling me otherwise... i dont know.. i can generally handle a lot.. i just might be tired out but i mean, as long as its not a take home kinda job..(which i doubt since its part time), i think i should have enough time to focus on school and such. he also told me that times were pretty flexible meaning i could take off a day or two for exams and stuff.. which is reasonable..i mean, he does know i still am in school.

So thats it! that was my week! pretty exciting stuff eh? for me anyway... we're all growing up :( i want to be forever 21...hehehe.. sorry no pictures this post!! next time!

just one more

one more midterm!!! FINALLY... then a million assignments and papers to come!!! which is alright i guess.. i don't mind TOO much.. hmm..

• mhr 2nd report
• itm700 final report - nov 18th
• mkt403 issue paper - nov 21st
• mkt423 questionnaire
• itm729 report

and i think that seems to be it... and i know im missing a lot there but those are the major deadlines and assignments =\ at least i dont have to study...ugh i hate studying!! assignments > studying i think for me... yeah... oct is the midterm month..nov is the assignment month...dec is the final exam month.... so the only month that's fairly relaxing is sept..at the very beginning.. ugh i can't wait till the beginning of next semester..it should be much less work! and then..VACATION time!!!

mm im excited...might go to florida in feb... then might just ditch the idea of doing a grand europe/japan trip in april/may and do a cuba/dominican trip since a lot of people seem to be down... it's probably cheaper to book in a group..but i dont think i'd care....my plan is to tell everyone the location, the date, the price and at which agency and let people do it themselves... thers no way i'm going to plan a GROUP thing...the paying would be INSANE.. and to collect that much from everyone? man..but then im sure thers an easier way....i think i'll go in and talk to someone about that...either way.. i don't really care who's going and who's not..i know a solid amount of people that are 100% and im content with that! its going to be FUN! just gonna be drunk 24/7 and tan like crazy..aahh..so relaxing after...lets see..16 years of schooling.. KG doesnt count cuz u play all day =) but aaaahhh.. we all deserve this... and i nkow a lot of people aren't graduating on time due to coop, not enough credits, whatever the reason, then they deserve it MOREEE!! time to damage that bank account (and make it back later hahaa) just imagine ourselves swimming at 9pm in the night.. with a drink in hand of course..not having to worry about a care in the world...ahhhh tasty..

wow

i just don't care anymore. don't care about what you do, don't care about the choices you make... i just don't care. hey, its your life right? its just too bad you don't realize what the consequences are. whatever... it's not like im priority anyway, right? or at least thats the vibe i'm getting.

whatever.

on a happier note, i played little big planet today!!!! soooo much fun! i actually can't wait till it comes out..and i don't even own a ps3... nor can i get easy access to one.....well actually i think im gonna play it at my sister's place first =D i KNOW she'll like it.. she'll LOVE IT.. who can hate LBP?? it's just not possible!! they're so CUTE!!!

look at this lil chinese dragon sackboy!!! ^_^ i can't wait to customize my own little sackboy!!! or girl...but boys are so much cuter..don't you agree?

i got asked to do a short 2 question interview..cuz i was one of 3 girls in line probably... and i 'looked' like a gamer.. shes like "areyou a gamer?" im like..uhhhhhhhhhhhhh no.. not really...but id o like gaming? haha~ i think i underestimated myself just a bit.. but anyway, she asked me about influences games have on girls...in relation to girl gamers in general.. or soemthign like that.. i have no clue i just rambled on about how games nowadays are so violent and therefore not attracting girls to game...but now that i think about it.. gaming involves technology and naturally, girls just don't like technology all that much! i agree though.. shopping is just MUCH much easier!! ^_^

which reminds me.. i want my boots so badly =( but i think i'm not going to get them.. funds just don't support.. if i sell enough old/used clothing...then maybe i'll think about getting them....but first, bills are priority..

fuck. who am i kidding.. of course i care. why else am i so fucking upset. i'm not happy. can't you tell? can't you just show me signs of love and care for once? i'm not just a friend. jesus christ. i hate inconsistency. this doesn't get easier. it just gets harder.

exhausted..in a good way

OY.. what a weekend!!! super fun.. (kind of stressful) but aahh....very relaxing.. :) thursday night studied... friday had 2 exams :( i think i did so bad on the 2nd one.. argh.. almost ran out of time too.. shiet... and then friday night.. BONNIE'S GONGSHOW in toronto!!!! such a great night!

after my online midterm.. RUSHED over to tommys for the pre drink....with half an hour to spare, birthday girl not even there yet... we drank as much as we possibly could before the limo got there.. and then went down... and the rest is history..(like actually since no one remembers anything apparently) aah but super fun.. saturday.. LITERALLY did nothing... lounged around.. went out for lunch..then went back home and slept till liek 4pm.. TRUE! i went home for dinner..rested up... and went to jeffs house to hang out and... NOT play hide and seek in the dark... =\ ahahha for 2 hours.. ughh by the end of the night.. i was so tired.. -_____- slept excellent tho becuase i woke up today just knowing i'll be feasting tonight...yummmm turkey....*drools*

ahh now im super tired...and now i have to finish an assignment thats due for tuesday.. the madness continues..(at least i have no midterms twice in one day -___-) i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving!!

omg

omg.. while i was studying i knew i noticed soemthing crawl under my door..soi took apart my room and foudn it.. yelled for help cuz i just froze..and my mom helped me kill it =D mad scary!

readings and more readings

aaahhh all these readings are driving me crazy...

mhr: chapters 1-6 - 3/6 completed
mkt423: chapters 1-7 - 0/7 completed
mkt403: chapters 1-8 - 3/8 completed

bah! thats 21 chapters in total... its okay.. i have a week to read them all .. i have 15 more to do.. i can do it! if i do 2 a day...starting today.. 2x7 is 14... hmm that sounds good... better get to it then =(